I can see why… — Quote of the day


art by me (c) Nathaly Lauren



“I can see why God would give you the task you’ve been given.  You have the personality for it.  The personality that most who are chosen have.”

–My mentor, who I am so happy believed in me even when I didn’t fully believe in her ❤



I AM willing to remember.

A lot of doubt has come to my mind about what I am doing for the spiritual benefit of helping my of my twin flame remember her true soul self. but I heard this inspirational story that helped me figure it all out:

Lost Memory

I am own oxygen 24/7 and I remember that I had been without my oxygen for about 6 hours, as the day went on I had forgot to do a lot of things,,,I did not know how to bath myself, cook, clean my house, drive my car to the store, ect. I also would post encouraging/inspirational words & scriptures on Face Book, I could not do that anymore. My brother who was my pastor at the time told me to just sat down at the computer and pray, than I would know what to do. As I sat at the computer I said a prayer asking Jesus to restore my memory, I start posting the Lords Prayer just simple things and before you know my mind was totally restored. I give God ALL the praise and glory.


I remebered  that God can heal and restore anything to its proper balance. God knows how to heal anything, even a spiritual amnesia is no match for God. he gave me this purpose of teaching jessica and today i was confirmed that i am really fit for the job, i called her  to remind her to keep reading my teachings, and, of course, i had that feeling she wasn’t doing them. I always wondered if i could tell she wasn’t doing it , and it was funny how i called cause a  little voice told me to xp   i was like,

shes at her job, i  i wont find her, or maybe she works later today… idk…

but turns out she was at her job but still awnsered the phone. and she said wow, you called to chwck up on me,

i asked her how she was doing from that last awful day at work.


its karma,it just comes back instantly,


heh, believe me sometimes it doesnt, but it always will eventually.

she had to go and i said bye but with extra words  in my mouth… i couldnt get it out that i wanted to remind her of the mantras, but i definately had help from my angels to get the courage to bother her agaon and call her back.


remember to do the mantras, its very important,


oh yeah, i havent.


i ha well you need to do them theyre important. and ha i knew i can tell you werent doing them”


that sigh of relief cam and i knew it was that message the angels and guides wanted me to know.

i know im doing my part in helping jessica heal and i need to. she doesnt know any better and its like being in a concrete box and never knowing whats outside…God can heal anything and knowing this was part of our contract for one of us to forget, i also know it was part of our contract to remember, even if it looks like things will never happen.


Special Message from the Dolphins – Morphing

hi guys!!  this is an important message not only for me but for the world… we [the dolphins] really want you to share to all the people you can 🙂 its very impoertant i keep feeling lol. i wasnt initially going to share it but my fb friend Ewalina s enthusiasm and supprt of my dream took most of my fear of being called crazy away…. and i think i also had a dream saying i needed to take more risks and follow my heart… im always careful about what i post on fb as i dont want to put any mislesding information out there, but this message came SO POWERFULLY to me that i couldnt help but listen…. before reading any messsges, open your heart to see if this resonates with you. i feel we the dolphins want you to do this.


this was the message of the dream as i sent it to Ewalina:


i just….. feel so compelled to tell you … about a dream surrounded by galaxies and stars, especially an eclipsing planet with a spotted dolphin coming out from behind it.  so beautiful… [i feel now it could resemble the renewed world..]. and i couldnt stop remebering it while i read your words. above…it been a while since this dream, but it seemed as if you were awnsering all the questions i had, when i hadnt really expected anything. you started as youself, then i sensed a shift in your energy as if you were chanelling an angel — have no other words to describe it as this dream was heaveanly — the light coming behind the blue planet and the dolphin coming out from behind it was blinding bright! yet so soothing to the eyes, as if the light as it was going through my eyes, healed them.


any way , you began by saying,

we are not humans. both of us have come to serve humanity in loving ways in order to assist enlightement. [of humanity].  there are many planets and realities containing dolphins just as are humans.

then there was a shift in energy, an angelic presence, one that i have known before that had channeled stuff to me through another medium.in a waking life, seemed to speak through you, yet also all around, as its voice was echoing in all places in the universe:


you have come to serve a higher purpose of humanity — you will be morphing into dolphins, physically. you are protected in the divine. it is all part of your divine plan. morphing– it is the concept of the 5th dimension – this universe is evolving at a rapid rate — you will not be bound by space or by time. we are not of your dimension  so we are not bound by your time, and it is hard to tell when this will happen in your time yet it will happen. God has higher ranking in all — you will see.”


i havent had a dream like this in a long time and i must admit i am afraid. although it was extremely peaceful. its quite a bit to wrap the mind around…but not enough for the heart ❤💖💖🐬🐳


yes… and I meditated and thought of this messsge non stop cause I COULDNT GET IT OUT of my mind….


I felt so crazy… me ? thinking id physically morph? what it that? people would just call me crazy to believe it…


unexpectedly , a clear thought suddenly popped up through my doubt.


“my dear you are not crazy, you are just waking up to the REALITY of things!”


i felt it was my spirit guide,( i feel her energy pretty well) reassuring me.


oh God i so needed that!!


i had also asked God for aproval of this feat and i did get a dream with a legit stamp of aproval with a written request specifically of my question (i havet he ability to read in dreams) and i know most thung i resd in dreams vividly have importance xp


in other sudden eureka moments God stated “this was approved a long time ago, before you were born , it was psrt of the soul agreement you did.”


my.inner voice repeats, “i came to do this, i just cant remember” as i type 😄 lol


another message came up this morning where i felt the presence of flying dolphins circling me lol, while i wrote more about my doubts of this vision…


why do i get the feeling…. maybe its not just me doing this ????  maybe there are more….??? i get feeling of “Yes! ” and all of a sudden i get a spontaneous image in my head of a pod of dolphins all swimming together. i suddenly knew,


they were dolphins that were first born into humans bodies at first, but morphed.


woah. i sat there for a while proessing that. (what the FREaK did i just hear!?!?!?)

but my soul felt truth in it somehow.


(heh you can tell im really skeptical cause i had a really bad mistake in interpreting a pre diction in the past thst completely embarresed me…)


i feel the presence of spirit dolphins even NOW as i write this….. i feel they are watching me lol


“we wish for you to share this because there will be many out here in the world who will be waking up to this… its part of the divine plan…post it on your blog. people who need to hear it will find it!”


i didnt even notice that i began to worry how people will find my blog when they said


“people who are ready to hear of this plan will hear it…. they will find it when their hearts are open enough to recieve the message. the right people will find it.”


“this is our plan to bring peace into the world of the dolphins and humans. do not worry  you are safe here.”


hehe, wow that last part came cause i was worried about clicking that post button xD oh well xD. we all know how that worry ended 😉


hard to find a picture similar to what i saw… but i will paint it eventually 🙂


amazingly beautiful ways this world will be changing, or more appropriately waking up…. a new programing !!!


peace to you all!!!!!

Glow of Hope

see more of my art at http://www.dolphinchild.deviantart.com and agreetobefree.tumblr.com



Angels Amoung Us

ok. so i go to bed yesterday with the presence of three angels surrounding me. yup, three of em. they meant no harm and they were warning to be patient with my first student i am mentoring.

dont worry, they said. be patient. are you expecting her to get it right off the bat? not even you did! you were afraid! remember when you couldnt tell who was good or bad? that is her position ! imagine how scary that can be for her. dont worry,  shell be fine with you by her side. when you are assertive and confident, she will feed off that and trust you in turn, remember now you are a team, you are not just you anymore, you must guide her hand in hand to her true self ,never going astray or running away. (heh running twin is done!) who better to guide yourself than you? now its your turn to guide her into the light.

Chamuel did a healing on me this morning to open my heart mind and sight, so that i can help myself xp

of course it gave me the giigles and reminded me not to take all this possibility stuff so seriously!!!

haha im the map

im the map

im the map

please tell me someone got that


*~*~The Story of My Soul *~*~


Once a upon a time.. a very long time ago,

a soul was born.

its kinda lonely here with just one of me xp it said, so it duplicated itself.

i can multitask now! xp and  they did, and this was the time where the soul found its niche, a home in the sea. not just in this planet. but many, wherever there was water we roamed, in its waves we learned the most beautiful and toughest lessons,

unitil the time came for us , this water dwelling soul, to live in the human world.  we decieded to learn many lives in the human world to prepare for a mission in the future, to unite both land and sea, and we knew, in order to   fight lions you must train with them, in this case humans. xp

but then the great moment came when all the hardest lessons passed and it was time for the mission they prepared for, one of the little dolphins tasks was to forget all that she knew that was comfortable to her, the soothing sea and the calls of her pod. not only that, but she would adopt any trait possible to avoid remebering, til the time was right. and when the timing was right, her other self, the little dolphin that did remeber, would heal their past wounds and be the guide to the sea again, and together they would be the voice of their pod on land, as their pod rejoiced, and their destiny, written a long time past,  would have no choice but be fullfilled…

a  saying they would always live by,

together we are stronger.

to see this story come to life in an anime,



Your Twin Flame is Basically your Parallel reality in The same Dimension


“to understand twin flames one must think of it as entering a physical reality in two forms. you are not separate, just one person living in two bodies comparably, parallel worlds, so to speak. think, what would happen if i was born in this body, this family, and lived this kind of life ? at the same time, what if i was born in another body, another family, another life, in THE SAME  PHYSICAL REALITY?

“so essentially about you switching bodies.. (i can feel my guides humour here xD)..when you switch you are basically changing focus, or changing the channel on the TV, so to speak, which is why it happens in a blink of an eye. you can also switch unconsciously,  which makes for synchronious events between you and your twin, moving, thinking feeling synchroniously. its not the only way you can act synchroniously, but this subconscious channel change makes it happen as well.”

yet sloowly but surely  these subconsious switches happen, until you are ready to feel the first, quick, consious switch. a very brief, flick of a channel, more like remote viewing,. and gradually, they will become longer and stronger,.

this message from my intuition is talking about me and my twin’s mission to switch bodies, which by a series of (no , not unfortunate xp) events (dreams, and spontaneous channeling)

learn more about it here:

as well as a refresher of what parallel realities could be, this article inspired me to make this blogpost !

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Wake Up Sleepy Head – Earth is going through PUBERTY

I found this amazing quote and just HAD to share , it includes everything that i have been teaching my Twin Flame Jessica and even more 😉

”Lightworker (now-n);Any being dedicated to the cultivation of inner presence and the elevation of awareness in self and other selves. This being is called a lightworker and is an evolutionary step toward a state of “LightBeing”
What’s happening in the world?
There is an awakening happening all around the world. And that awakening involves you and every being that exists on our lovely home planet, mother earth. We are truly entering a renaissance of spiritual evolution, an evolutionary process that proceeds and transcends the physical. Our wisdom stems from coming to understand how little we conceptually know about life, god, the universe and everything, and embracing the fundamental truth of inherent divinity within all life.

What is a Lightworker?
Everyone is a Lightworker whether they know it at all. Just as truth is truth whether anyone knows it or not. The real question arises then, “Am I aware of who I am?” Behind all labels, behind all self created illusions of mind and ego, or social dogmas and masks, there lies the truth, the answer to that question. Just as the Sun shines bright both day and night, it is only the movement of the planet and clouds that obscure it from view. But the sun is always shining. A Lightworker is awake to this truth, aware of their true presence and living in accordance with the divine plan. All beings that exist are a channel between eternal, formless heaven and the temporary world of form and illusion, earth. Why am I here? One does not always need to consciously realize the answer to this question, but living your life purpose is achievable in every moment, right now. Sit in peaceful contemplation, in pure awareness. Allow yourself to be present in every moment and feel within the depths of your heart for your inner truth, your guidance. The work is easy and the burden is light. Your true essence of being is so vast, it is beyond any concept, any word, thought or form. A Lightworker then is any being, who is aware of their true non-dual nature, their eternal “I Am” Presence and acting in accordance with it. A Lightworker is active in enlightenment, or in cultivating enlightenment.

What is Lightworking?
Just as the sun rises each morning, to shine its light into the world, so it is with lightworking. To walk upon the face of the planet lightly, light in spirit and bearing, and shine love, happiness, tranquillity and peace into the world. To calm the inner turmoil, to just be, and be at one with who you truly are, to love and honour life as an expression of divinity, to love all that is, that power some call god, and of course to love one and other unconditionally. In being true to the divine presense within all beings, and releasing all false thought forms, all masks and illusions, is the essence of lightworking. In this lightworking emanates love, happiness, joy, faith, hope and inspiration into the inner and outer world. This not only helps to awaken the lightworker, but also to awaken others to their own natural state. What can be called enlightenment, what may be called ascension. A Lightworkers divine mission then comes to life, as one enters the flow of creation and maintains the presence of awareness without being caught up in the turmoil of the creation. This is done in the service of all. For all beings (self included), all the time.

What does a Lightworker do?
All life exists for a sacred purpose. A Lightworker, that is a being, aware of their true presence, their inner awareness and non-dual nature then becomes a vehicle for divine activation. This role is a very simple and a natural one. When the illusionary self is dissolved into the true sense of being, the IAM presence, a being begins to shine and resonate this mandala field of pure state bliss. The transition starts from Lightworker to Light Being. This activation can occur anywhere, in any situation, in all places, roles and demographics, from the mother at home to the soldier in the military, even in the depths of the darkest regions of human nature this blossoming occurs. It can be slow, or instant. It has been this way for eternity. For all the people, all the time. All for one and one for all. This is the effortless state of being, devoid of all grasping, all seeking. This is existence under a blue sky, and bright sunshine, exposing all to the life giving energies of our divine source.

What is the Light Energy?
Light Energy has many names. Some names include, the oriental Chi, Yin and Yang, the Indian Prana, and the Greek Aether. The light Energy pervades all. It encompasses all things. It is of the source, but not the source. It is the flow itself. It is the essence of all things. The primordial essence of spirit before it manifest into form. It is from where all things emanate, and all things return. It is the stuff of stars and the stuff of souls. We see it, and experience it in this material world as both form/matter and energy vibration. We experience it as thought and emotions. All these things are waves on the primordial ocean, resonating in various frequencies. All energy is frequency, and all frequency is harmony. Everything before you now is connected through frequency. The sounds you hear.. Do Re MI Fa So La Ti DO.. to the light you see.. Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Magenta, Violet, RED, winding its way up through the frequencies. Even the course elements of matter are connected to this harmony H,He,Li,Be,B,C,N. Each is the same, just operating on a different frequency, at a different harmonic. All is Light.. All is Energy. And its master is divine consciousness. We are constantly, directing spirit into form, thought, actions and endeavours. The question arises. “From what level of consciousness to I create?” This will determine the results and experiences of life. Each being, operates in various levels of consciousness. Yet when creation emanates from the source itself, free from resistance and obstruction, divine will manifests. Heaven is made manifest on earth. The cards are stacked for growth and learning. We will be guided by angels or pushed by demons.

Where do I start?
Being a Lightworker is both very easy and very hard. How hard is it to be the real you? Are you prepared to let go of everything? Think of who you will be when all form and material life is gone. That is the real you. Are you prepared to forgive and release all? There is nothing you must do, it’s all about what you no longer need to do. To stop hiding, to face the true awesome reality of who and what you are, free from all illusions. Are you a thinking, breathing, centered person? Do you control your ego, or does your ego control you? Do you live in a state of awareness or reaction? Where are you looking for your answers? Within or without? These are all serious questions we must contemplate and come to accept for ourselves.. To “Know Thy Self” beyond mind, beyond ego, beyond words is the first and only step.

Is there anything else I can do?
Once the flow of creation is embraced, great energy is released, life becomes the adventure it truly was meant to be. What needs to be done, will present itself in every moment. All that needs to be accomplished, resolved and understood, will be. Be present, be still within the vortex of creation, in humble awe. We are all children of the one source, we are all babes. Take time out, take it easy, awaken and reconnect within yourself at your own pace. Take nothing personaly. Meditation, practicing awareness, observing your thoughts and mind flow are all stages of re-awakening to your true enlightened nature. Allow it to happen just as a flower opens itself to the sunshine each day, so too will you blossom when the time is right. Remember, in this creative experience, this world of perpetual change and form, everything is a perfect manifestation in relation to the consciousness that is creating it. The world is a mirror. Every moment brings with it a perfect experience that is tailored by you, for you. Learn from it. For many, this can be a hard truth to face.

Are Lightworkers religious?
Lightworkers are not bound by any religion or ideology. If you are part of a religious organization then so be it. That’s just perfect for you. But in this world of form, change is inevitable. Lightworkers are not a religious ideology. There is a vast difference between spirituality and religion. Many religions formed to assist the process of re-awakening in practitioners and adherents. They can all point the way, but only serve as tools and methods. The tools used to build the house, are not the house.

What about God?
There is no concept that can define God. That power some call God is the source of all. It is the over arching divine consciousness that guides and directs all life in form and non form. We know God by knowing our true selves. We do not need to consciously understand, rationalize or define God for God to be real. Like us, God Just IS. We accept there is great power in who we are, and the processes of how we each came to be. Yet each is free to formulate their own interpretation of what that power is, yet to do so may prove futile. HOwever we can come to understand aspects of God. LIke the fact that God pervades each and everyone of us, exists both within us, around us and is intricately connected to us. God works, with us and through us and for that we honor and love God through divine service and existing in a state of least resistance to God. We honor the process and honor our own role within it. To see through the illusionary nature of form and see clearly each and every beings, non dual nature. To see the God aspect in each other, and to love God.

What about Ascended Masters, Messiahs & Prophets?
Each are free to follow their inspirational hero’s and teachers throughout history. And each should never fear to question, rationalize, or reason. But realize the ever changing nature of thought. Go within to the source for guidance. Believe what you will, but do so in deep consultation with the inner master. In Spiritual teachings you will surely find wisdom, in your questions you will find reason, and in your doubts, you will find learning and growth. But in awareness you will find the only perspective that truly matters.

Shine on. Love always..


So C’mon,


and enjoy the world in a bliss you never felt before ! 😀