Re: Photo Challenge: Shine

Such a beautiful image! Definately caught my eye! Also a reminder to stop and look at the things that catch your eyes,  things youve never known before!

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Dolphin is a choice

I have wished that on me to wake up feeling human.

 

I tried, i really tried. I psychologically manipulated myself to repress all my urges.

 

But i was miserable

 

but evertytime i did no matter how hard it was, something somewhere, deep inside me said no, im a dolphin, its how i want it.

 

A bigger part of me knew i wanted this experience. A bigger deeper part of me wanted to identfy this way, and also to live in a human body stimontaneously. A lesson,  i know, to learn to look past physical to define me.

 

Thats my experience, its weird, but as i mentioned above i do feel its a choice of something deeper, and sometimes we cannot understand what that deeper part of ourselves wishes, and it can feel like its something outside of our control, with our limited perception.

 

It still feels:thaz way to me sometimes, in fear i wish to turn off my dolphin button to keep me safe and fit in

 

But my soul knows better (and honestly, i couldnt be happier about that)

 

After much meditation i found out why i chose the experience of dolphin. It still something i know now intuitively, but i am only beginning to truly understand it.

 

now that i see how and why my soul chose dolohin experiences over lifetimes and grew so fond of it, it doesnt feel as if it wasnt my choice. I couldbe chosen any other anymal, moved on to like other incarnations, but i chose, that 🙂

 

I honor my souls preference, and  i remember that that choice in that higher perspective it pure and loving, not making a choice based of convenience or fear of rejection.

 

I still have long ways to go before i fully honor my souls choice to identify as dolphin. although its hard to live here with that idenity, i feel now, after repressing to the point of practically entire dysfunction (illness and inability to truly live) its way easier to be a dolphin than  then pretending to be something, that i know deep down inside, isnt what i want to be.

 

I guess perhaps theres a predisposition in the soul iself to like ceartain choices… but oh well that goes in to loads other things… thats just me 🙂

Ric O Barry: Hero to Dolphins – Another Birthday Drawing

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I was so compelled to draw a special picture for Ric O Barry for his Birthday Today!!!  Happy Birthday Ric! Thank you so much for doing what you have done for  us dolphins! Your our hero ! I haven’t felt like drawing in a long time but I felt so compelled to do this,  all my love and gratitude for what you’ve done for us dolphins is just so much that i had just too much to express, and it had to be through drawing ❤

 

For those of you who dont know my story yet , yes, I do refer myself as a dolphin because this is who i feel i am inside, spiritually. and im an activist because of a past life regression i had being slaughtered in taiji, before i knew a lot about the cause. I only watched the cove after my past life regression, and needless to say I was so blown away by how accurate it was  that i couln’t HELP but FEEL like I was called to  this. RE-born for this. and even if i resisted, it would lead to here anyway.

 

Even through my Post Traumatic Stress induced by slaughter; and the seemingly insurmountable grief, sorrow and guilt (3x worse than any human experience i had, i dont know how i know but, these emotions seem to be like 3x more intense than human emotion ) also from the loss of my life and pod ….. i always try my best…. to balance rest and activism… and i do what i know how to do, draw to raise awareness.

 

Being so engrossed in my Anime prjoect for taiji, I can barely call this drawing a diversion from it because its so related! I learned alot trying to turn a real picture into  manga, so it was a rewarding experience for me!

 

Again Happy Birthday Ric!!! Hope you really enjoy it ! hero of dolphins!  its even a BLUE COVE DAY! No dolphins killed or capture today in Taiji!

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a simple experience.

 

Sometimes
what happens in here, stays in here.

some how, it is to precious to waste, on words

ruining the experience

you need to learn

that it is also

a simple experience

that can have

and everlasting

impression.

{The Way I Love You [/Me]}

I Love you Very Much. You’re Special. You make me smile. You’re Me.

 

 

My Dolphin Energy Healing Conference with Dolphin healer, Linda Shay!

Link to Recorded Conference!

 

~Words of Wisdom~ Talking to myself

The dolphin in me recognizes the dolphin in you.